heyhey.. sorry no update for such a long time... been busy i guess... niways here are the updates...

last monday was having exam.. Banking Operations.. not so bad... studied hard (super last min) hahaha... was on the phone since the previous night with izz in total of 4 hours... hahaha... kick ass!

last tuesday.. went to meet izz and went study at library with mar n redha... than break fast with izz and went home early to study... didnt sleep the whole night to study... hahha...

last wed... as mentioned, i didnt sleep... sat for the paper and went half blank! gerek ke pe? but manage to pull it tru... haha... aft exam, we had briefing about our upcoming industrial attachment... went home at 1 plus and SLEEP!!! woke up at 4 and went to meet my friends to break fast at Seoul Garden Marina... had a great night with them... we ate for 2 hrs non-stop... i got super bloated! had a great time eating my fill worth $26! best ah! there were in total of 10 of us... me, Mar, Ilah and Hanieff, Sera and Fido, Fathullah and Wawa, Azurah and Redha... Sera and Fido left aft eating... the rest of us went to arcade and play good old Daytona... gerek man! i came in second! wooohooo... i hit and crash all cars and they cursed me... hahhahha... went back with mar by train.... as usual, full stomach, go sleep.. there were this fat lady sat beside me.. i think i lean on her.. so comfy like cushion.. hahhahha....

last thursday... izz came to my hse as early as 8am.. he didnt want to stay home for some reason, secret.... we continue sleeping.. hahha.. so tired.... than went out at about 3pm.. we went to Ang Mo Kio park for tracking... hahhahaa. best la, sweat like pig... ahahhaha... but fun exploration... than kill time at AMK Hub... we took the train back to Adm... we didnt take bus, we walk to his home... we were super sweaty... reach his homey, went down again to buy coke for his mum... we were about to break fast, his sister came back from work.. his mum said with so much delight, "eh kakak balik?" hahaha.. cute expression... mother will always love their children... we break fast, got fish, chicken, chicken liver and veg.. yummy.... aft break fast, izz went to watch Avatar for awhile.. me and his mum had a private talk.. its between me and her, i cant believe she was able to open up to me abt family issue... but its between me and her, izz dun even noe wat was it...

last friday.. was at home the whole day cleaning the house until so sparkly... cant believe i can do it... yay me!

weekend... i went to work.. from 6am to 8pm... tired! made friends with my customer... gerek...
on sunday went to break fast with the whole entire family at my aunts house... reach home abt 12am.. went to void deck's public phone to chat with izz... his home phone got prob and my hp have not topped up.. the only way is to call him... we chat for an hour... he talk alot.. miss him like crazy... nvr meet for 3 days ma...

monday... didnt work... had a prob, was upset for a reason... i couldnt reach izz... called his hp but his mum at work... so next best person who happen to msg me was adnan... so i went to meet him... talk it out.. went for a long walk and in the end go north point... he treat me to sakura.. thanks buddy! niways bumbed into cons.. we hugged like crazy... miss her like crazy sia!... finally i manage to reach izz... we decided to meet at 8.. cos i was early, i took the train n waste time... took to bukit batok and come back to adm... reach his place at 8... we chat... was upset about sumting with him... but we were ok... he talk for the next 2hr non stop...he said he was missing me... but i was so stress about alot of things... i hugged him and cried.. thats where i poured out my family trouble... took the bus home and got seriously terrible headache! it was so horrible that i cried in pain in the bus.. i feel like my vains in my neck like going to snap and my brain going to explode.. it was bad... i reach home, i couldnt talk... took panadol and went to sleep...

tuesday... its a long day... woke up at 5am... mum told me that i was crying while i was sleeping... so i decided not to sleep cos of... got la... cos i need to go back to sch for NYAA at 9am... i decided to follow my parents to the shop since its near to my school.... went to work... and went to sch at 9am, dad sent me... it was about the report... they said my report was the best and it was a bench mark for everyone to follow.. woohhooo, so not so much amendents... left sch at 12... went to sleep and got ready for next activity...

the next activity was to go geylang with izz and his mum... i got ready... izz came to my house to put my laptop and fetch me... went to his mum workplace at north point to fetch her... we took train... me and his mum sat at the couple sit.. told izz to sit infront of us the empty sit but he didnt want, so he stand infront of me... than his sis called his mum... and she decided to join us... so, met his sis at paya lebar... we went shopping here and there... me and izz mind our own business while his mum and sis shop... whole day izz went "suddenly i feel so strong, super sexy!" hahahaha... funny... and the dance.. hahahhaa... it was the vid from Ape of death.. so funny... he was trying to cheer me up from the stress i'm having and the trouble we were gg tru.. we break fast at this coffee shop and his mum brought putu piring for my mum... we took the train back home... i alight at yishun... me and his sis chatted in the train... first time.. hahaha.. added her in facebook...

today... is our 7th month monthsarry... we didnt do anything special cos of some problem that we both are facing... went to his hse at 2pm.. i was in no mood cos of the NYAA report... and watever shit... we got into an arguement... hmmm.. pretty bad... i cried like shit and we make up to each other.. haha... never happen like dat b4... we went cwp and library.. sat on the floor as usual but was told not allowed to sit on the floor anymore.. wth??!! luckily got a table, so we go there and sit.. he do his SM... and i read this comic... so darn funny!!!! innocent dog and irrtating dog.. hahah poor owner... he acc me break fast at kfc... than i acc him eat at banquet to eat his ban mien... dun ask.. hahhaha... we than go to bazaar walk around... than go back.. gerek, got lots of hugs and kisses from him, finally.. miss him so much.. recently we face another problem, only a few people know bout it... but we talk bout it... wat a day, sadness in happiness and i found happiness in sadness... watever it is, i love izz so much... niways today is the last day i meet izz.. cos tmr to sat i'm working and sunday is hari raya.. most prob can only meet him next tuesday... sigh... nvm... i love izzuddin.. my one and only one... dun u dare steal him from me u bitches!

k la.. i better go sleep now... got to work in 5 hrs time... pics i upload soon, internet connection got problem... bye!

i love izzuddin!!!!


Masturah @ 12:10 AM