heyhey.. i noe its late.. i cant sleep laaa...

i think i misunderstood something...

syg.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry for being over sensitive these few days.. i just cant tolerate things, not even jokes.. i dun have the strength to fight back those feelings... i just need time n ur understanding.. u r killing me slowly... i noe i'm not being myself.. couldnt smile easily.. i'm easy hurt... its too fragile.. r u gg to take care of this feelings.. i dun need u to assure me... i just need some comfort.. its been harsh these days from everywhere.. i dunno how to explain to u but yes my surrounding is harsh n its killing me.. i just need some comfort...

i'm sorry to misjudge this.. i'm not even thinking straight these days... i hope u would understand... i'm killing my ownself... no, i dun mean commit suicide.. i'm just killing me... i'm blaming nobody.. dun get it wrong... i wish i could see u on another side.. i really love you... i'm sorry to say such things just now... i'm really sorry... but i just hope u could stop joking with me abt such things cos in my condition, i cant take jokes... i'm tired... i'm trying hard to be strong.. dun break me... i just need someone to make me stronger.. i want to do it on my own but i got no strength...

if u need to leave, just leave even if i cry n hurt till i'm bleed.. cos eventually i will overcome it... i just hope u dun kill me slowly... i noe if i fall, i'll stand on my own n not blaming anyone...

but if u love me.. i hope u'll be my strength n my comfort.. i really love you... n i'm sorry...