omg.... wat a day today... really rough week man...
niways did'nt meet my syg today cos i end sch late n he went out w his mum for awhile...
niways sch was suppose to end at 5pm... suppose to have 2 2hr lecture but ended up w 1hr lecture for each class... ahhaha.. so was released at 3pm... me, bryan, mar n nisa took bus to wdlands. we decided to eat kfc cos the other day i did'nt join them... hehehe...
so ya.. thats my day... had another rough day w my syg... i hope i'll get to see the rainbow after all the storm i went tru...
Labels: 1 more day to go...
Masturah @ 10:53 PM
is this the end? i love you too much that i'm easily broken... am i unreasonable? i cant compromise? it seems so hard... i tried but can i try harder? what should i do? to look back in reminicence or look back in anger? so i'm at fault after all you did? has it ever occur to you that its not fair? have you realised that you hurt me after what you did? i am never perfect... i cant.. i cant be what you want.. i'm sorry for being very sensitive.. i'm sorry for being narrow minded... i've been very stupid and you'll never understand.. its the others that u cared.. but what abt my feelings? i'm not a puppet to go by ur rules... i'm not asking u for much... i'm just asking you to stop hurting my feelings this way.. will u ever understand? will u ever care? i've been looking on the surface.. i've not seen deeper.. maybe cos i'm too narrow that i'm blind to see the truth.. so its my fault that things has to turn this way.. been loving you but has yet to trust you... but how to trust when u keep repeating the same thing? tell me what am i gg to do? tell me what you want me to do? so it's my mistake that seems so huge.. maybe its too big that i guess we should just go our seperate ways... does all this matter to you anymore?i dun feel appreciated and i feel you took me for granted.. is there going to be a third month? lets just wait n see.. its been a testing month for us...
Masturah @ 7:39 PM