just got back from ite college east.. had the ettiquete talk... damn boring...
eversince i was sick... things is getting weird... my appitite is bigger, i dun fall asleep that often n i got more confidence n energy... but when i'm not sick, i'm always so tired n weak.. always falling asleep in class n i hardly eat... gosh.. whats wrong with me? niways i am still sick... having sore throat n might catch fever soon...
been thinking for awhile... is it worth it anymore? is there any meaning to it at all? what is there i'm waiting for? what is there for me? maybe i should just leave....
Masturah @ 8:31 PM
haloo... i'm still sick... now my throat hurts.. i lost my voice this morning...
met my baby this morning at adm... need to get my phone back from him... haha, he heard my sore voice... got hug n kisses from him.. wohhooo.. i hope she wont get that... cos its mine only... dun u dare girl.. hmm.. guess i might not be meeting him till next week cos we r both bz..
in a few min i'll be gg off to simei ite for a workshop for my student seminar.. confirm end late... adnan and the gang asked me out to watch night at the museum 2 today, at amk hub.. but i cant make it cos i dun have enuf cash... so sorry guys i cant make it.. n definitly i wont have the time to meet my baby today..
than tmr i have vocal training in the afternoon.. will end at 4... baby have his tchoukball training at 4.. so i dun think we can meet each other... i dun think i can sing this week cos of my sore throat n flu... so ya...
on sat i'll be working.. baby have his tchoukball tounament in the evening... most probably i'll be following him... but i dunno if i can make on time...
on sun i'll be working again.. after work i need to meet my friends to do project.. it will be a last min work.. so better rush and cannot cancel it... baby also need to go somewhere... so we both cannot meet... but dunno la at nite...
sooo thats my schedule... gtg... bye...
Masturah @ 1:07 PM
i love my baby izzy soooo muucccchhh.... he is my world n my destiny... i'm not giving him up that easily for anyone.... if i have to do it, it'll be for us... but for now, we'll stand strong togather for each other... we may run by the storm but we'll hold each each other hard enuf n never let go.. even if our ship wreck we'll drift to the shore of an island of paradise, where we'll find happiness without anyone coming in our way... our love is tested in so many ways n i noe many more is to come.. cos i noe nothing comes easily n rainbow will only comes after the storm.... i guess our relationship is put on a test to see how strong we can be... but if it meant to break, its our fate... for now, i'll leave it to fate to decide whats best for us... its so challenging yet i noe it wont stop... whatever it is, i'll do my best to keep whats mine... may god be with us...
Masturah @ 12:52 AM