good morning everyone... right now i'm in schoil.. sooo tireed... i slept at 2 plus last nite and woke up late! damn! woke up at 6.20am but manage to come on time cos as usual, kena $5.60 for being late.. i took cab again... oh man!!! hahaha

was so sleepy in class. was trying hard stay awake... i played sissors paper stone with nabila... i usually did that n i will be awake... but than it will only wot=rk if i feel sleepy cos of boredem.. but now its cos of lack of sleep therefore its harder to counter this sleepiness... my head damn hurt man.. than during break, instead of eating, i sat outside banking hall w mar n went to sleep... i remember, the last thing i said to her was, "ah, nice weather to sleep.." hahaha.. than i gone... hakhak... was so funny than during lesson, ms chan gave us a 5 min break, i went to sleep.. my friends went to toilet... than suddenly fath woke me up n realised everyone stood up to greet mrs yeo... they were laughing at me cos fath actually woke me up twice... it was embarrasing cos i sat right infront of ms chan.. hahha... than when ms chan was explaining something... i was like sitting up straight... my mind wondered off for the split second with my eyes still open, my body fell like i fell asleep in the train... rabak sak!!! hahha


hmmm... me n my sayang settled our problem... how it happened what happen between us remains a mystery... i dun wish to disclose it here... but certainly something happen... we talked things out... tears dripping and alot of other stuff la... made promises and apologiesed... he has proven one thing to me and he had shown me something that made me stayed by his side till today despite of the things we went tru... its tough but i endured.. i have many reasons why i made that decision to stay on... i dunno should i say it here.. but one thing for sure, my love for him did not dissappear even an inch...

i understood certain things that many dunno... many ppl can say things but only the both of us noe the truth between us.. only we both noe how much we mean to each other after last night's conversation... i noe he made mistakes n he hurt many ppl including me... but ppl need time to change... no one can change overnite.. its not easy... if u r in my shoe u would understand why.. we just need a little more patients and faith... i was patient and i have faith in him even if the trust is not there... i dun trust him of his action but i trust him for his feelings.. i noe its not fair for me but i noe its not easy either.. ya it is his fault but everybody deserve a second chance... it takes a mistake to realise the truth...

i noe my friends are not happy of this incident.. thanks for ur concern, but i will take care of myself.. dun be too angry... i have my own reasons and i noe whats best for myself.. let it be a mistake if it is a mistake so that i can learn from it... i always belief that it takes a hard fall to learn a good lesson.. its easier to learn the hard way than to take things for granted...

many things have been said on my part.. i gave him second chance... i tolerated many things from him.. i sacrifice so much for him... i dun mean materialistic or anything... only the both of us noe... if he cared, he should noe what i mean after last nite's conversation... i dun need anything in return.. i just want him not to take things for granted... i hope he will cherished whats left for him... i wish he will treasure those precious things thats given to him... i dun care who is it from but i just dun want him to hurt anymore girls especially me...

i love him so much no matter what happen... i just want him to treasure me even what ever happens...

kk, i gtg.. bye..