had a long day today...
where should i start?
yes i did broke up with my baby... he didnt want to accept it.. went to meet him cos he wanted to... we we're acting like we used to... i was cold... was abt to go off, he turned to me n asked me not to let him go.. i turned him away cos he didnt want to follow my condition... we went down the escalator to the interchange... he asked if i want him to acc me as usual... i told him its ok... we seperated.. the min we face each other's back, i cried... but i left, taking the fastest bus that came.. i'm not giving it a chance to look back... i really left...
he called me as soon as he reached home... he was pursuading me not to let go.. we talked... he is holding me back... yes of cos i dun want to leave him cos i still do love him as much as he does.. but i'm sick and tired of the bickering n crying... he just wouldnt understand me... n i couldnt trust him... we made promises... we talked... finally, i decided not to let go... n i guess we did not break up....
but than i thought to myself.. i guess i'll take a break from him... i'll not break up but just go away from him for awhile... i need some peace.... i need some time for myself... oh god, its really hard... i need some guidance from god... thnks everyone for advising me..in the end it boils down to my decision... god please help me...
my laptop was hit by a virus last night n i couldnt use my internet... cos its crash... thanks to adnan he helped me out.. so yay, now my lappy is revived...
k la.. gtg.. i'm tired..didnt have enuf sleep.. n i've been crying since last night....
Masturah @ 11:31 PM
met baby today.. i mean on 250509...
went for parkour... but i didnt do parkour cos of personal reason.. so he did it.. here the is the picture
Masturah @ 1:25 AM