heyhey.. my aunty post my pic when i was younger... here you go..
i was bored... took pic during lunch hour..
Masturah @ 2:38 PM
heyhey... its shooo coldd here... i'm in class... hehe
niways over the weekend i didnt meet izz cos its fasting n i'm kinda bz.. ytd went to work... okok la...
niways the past two days, ive been eating extremely alot during break fast... seriously alot, eating alot more than usual.. ytd break fast at my aunt hse, everyone was there.. the food is crazy, so damn ALOT!!! woohhooo... got murtabak, sheperds pie, mee hoon goreng, fried chicken, mee rebus, finger food and dessert also alot... wow.. the fried chicken, well, i ate most of it while everyone busy catching up w each other... hahaha.. ppl stop eating, i stilll can continue... i dunno y, i just feel like eating... oh man, i'm so gg to gain weight... but the weird part is right, my aunt say i've lost so much weight by looking at me... hmmmm... hahahaha...
i have been hyper these days... i'm just happy and got very noisy and chirpy till ppl can sae, 'mas, happy nye kau' hahahaha.. i'm happy with wat i have and enjoying my life as much as i can...
niways, family condition... i'm speechless... its getting complicated and hard... but than again, thank god we stood strong to fight to go through this difficult time... when i say difficult means its really difficult.. not gg to reveal what happen but we are in dark and difficult times... i got to keep my head up high and do as much as i can... right now, the situation is so stressful that we are at the edge and this close to give up.. i dunno what kind of give up... but at situation like this, i hope itsnot giving up on life... maybe they will stay strong to help each other out... but i'm afraid that both my parents cant take it anymore and burst into worst situation.. i just pray to god that He will not bombard us w anymore trouble... on my part, i can only be the one to listen and keep them calm.... i love my family, and i hope after these heavy and thunderous storm, we will see the rainbow... this is the time i got to be with my family... as frustrated as we r, we r still holding strong... i'm not gg to complain, but i'm gg to thank god for his greatness cos i noe for sure he does this for a reason... god please help us...
i'm suppose to meet izz for break fast today.. i dun think i'm able to do that with my current situation.. its getting bad... haiz.. not gg to reveal what is the matter but it might keep me and izz apart.. haiz... i got to see how first, he wanted me to go over to his hse today to break fast with his family... family means with his dad and all.. but i dun think i'm ready for that... an introduction the whole family.. not now when i'm ion bad situation.. maybe later.. soon... but i noe he is gg to persuade me cos i;f not, i'll be breaking fast alone at home... haiz... gosh.. its hard...
thanks to my cousin and izz, i got to talk to them about the problems and got to let out my troubles... i love you guys...
izz, i miss you so much, i hope i'm able to meet you today but situation is bad... haiz... i love you so much... i cant ask for more... i cant not mit u in a day cos i'll start thinking and has doubts.. izz, i love you so much...
k la, i gtg... i need to go to the, u noe, argh, i need to piss... ahahahah.. bye...
Masturah @ 10:23 AM