today was suppose to be the bestest day me n izz should have cos after all that shit we went tru, we r still here... i guess i was cruel today for making today the worst day of his life... i guess its the best that i can do... i told him that today is our last day of whatever we have... n its the last day we r gg to meet... since he wanted to be single n have freedom i'll let him have it n get the real meaning of being single... i cant tolerate our situation we r in now.. i can't be his date n having him dating a few other girls at the same time.. i cant bear to see that... its fucking hurts... so to be fair, i'm gg to let him go n let him date as many girls he wants n flirt around like nobody business... i dun want my jealousy to kill us both any futher.... i dunno for u girls out there but i cant tolerate having him flirt infront of me... but i told him he had enuf fun n want to come back to me, i'll be ready to accept him back with open arms.. n now he is cursing me as we r fighting, right now... haiz... am i being unfair? niways i have my flaws too that cause us to fight all the time... i'm always being negetive n tend to be kepo.... i'm always jumping into conclusion.. n i couldnt trust him fully... we both did our shit... n i dun see how to save our relationship.. so nw, i guess it's over... y should we cling on to each other when we r always not happy w each other?
Masturah @ 11:52 PM
