its way past 5am n i'm still not asleep.. it hurts alot.. my nose, my head, my stomach, my eyes, my heart n my soul... i guess i better take my flu pill b4 i go crazy.... got to swim into fantasy so that i can drown myself to sleep... i hope when i wake up, i feel better physically n emotionally.. been tru it b4 n i shud be strong... gosh, this time, i'm really sick i guess... but i dun think i'll go to the doctors... argh, my head n eyes hurts... bye...
i want to be in his cuddle again to fall asleep... love izz so much...
Masturah @ 5:58 AM
