heyhey... omg! had the scariest nightmare!!! thank god izz called n woke me up.. i was trembling when i woke up.. scary.. god, please dun make that freaky nightmare come to life.. i dream that i was stuck in the lift with another 2 person.. we were like frame by someone. stuck there for 10 years... n aft 10 yrs, the world change to baberic... god no.... scary shit... izz saved me from that nightmare...
niways last night, izz msg me, we talk it out tru sms.. i was so tired, n half of the time i dunno wat i replied n some of it i didnt reply until he call me... wasnt on purpose,i was extremely tired... i slept without even taking out my contact lense, with the laptop on my bed at the korean drama web page n the light still on... sorry baby i couldnt converse with u last night... he was determine not to let me go n make sure i didnt leave him.... was upset last night.. but when i hear his voice when i woke up, guess i wont go away from him... aft what we converse abt, i cant bear to leave him cos i love him so much n the fact that he puts in the effort, i cant... told him i'm giving up... but he told me.. "please dun give up".. its telling me he dun want me to go...
i really love him so much... gonna meet him today... gonna spend the whole day with him today.. i'm gonna treasure everyday i have with him cos we never noe when we have to go.. like he say the other day, life is unpredictable... he was scared of losing me.. i guess i was cruel to make such decision on a day like ytd... to make his day the worst day of his life.. gosh, wat am i doing? guess the love we have is too strong for each other to let go...
i got to go now.. gonna meet him soon... bye..
Masturah @ 12:09 PM
