it takes alot to trust... its been difficult for me... its been real tough... some ppl just dun realise what i went tru.. they may not noe... but i face the truth... i dunno what to say... should i listen to every single one? but i'm the one who knew him deep down.. not those out there who just assume or maybe discover a part of it.... should i follow my heart or follow what everyone says? i noe they mean well.. some ppl just have to make things difficult for me... n i dun mean "sad story".. i was refering to someone else... u noe, i went tru alot to still stay by my baby's side... i seek ur mercy to let my burden go... ur not the only one who gave me a hard time u noe... god, please show me the light n strengh to carry on.... whether i'l l carry on with or without my baby... y is it so difficult to stay by my baby's side in peace? so is it the time to let him go? or is this a test for me? i'm getting breathless... its easy for u to say... but what abt me? its easy for u to take him away from me or maybe borrow him... but dun u care how i feel? what if u'r in my shoe?
btw.. thanks "sad story" for the advise... but i'll deal with my own problem....
Masturah @ 1:05 AM
