i talked to izz on the phone.. yeah he admit it that he had another girl behind my back... that was the reason why i was like in no mood at the trip.. i found out abt the girl from his tagged.. she gave comment... n i did something to make her find out.. i purposely added her in my friendster, n there she find out.. i am very dissappointed with him of what he did... very heartbroken... when i mention abt break up, he take it lightly... he say he want to break up cos he dun want to hurt my feelings..but he dun want to let me go cos he love me....i figured it out that he wants to enjoy his single hood since he still young... i dunno y aft finding out the truth, i dun want to leave him..i dunno y i was so stupid not to leave him. i just cant find myself to leave him cos i love hi so much.. ya i was hurt but is still love him... i dunno what to do... should i leave him? y should i leave him when i still love him very much? y am i so stupid??? is it wrong to love someone this much? y am i taken lightly? he told me he wanted to be with her cos she is dirty minded.. wth.. if i dun leave him, everything else suffers... god help me please... help me with my dicision... can u guys drop me a comment on my tag board and give me advice... i need help please... i love him so much... i just want to be there for him when he needed help... i just want to help him out of his misery life.. i just want him to be happy.. its never abt sex when i'm with him.. i just want him to have a good life.... i just want to love him as much as i can.. is it wrong to do that? does he want all this in the first place?
Masturah @ 4:10 AM
