heyhey.. gd morning everyone... i'm in sch, just came back from essamly session.. god, why everytimr i come out of that lecture theather i will be so strees???
last few weeks i got warning from my section head abt my attendance... my attendance was 86%.. i only absent 2 days without valid reason n i'm hanging on my throat... today, my attendace was reflected again but for improvement rise to 89%... wth.. i came to sch everyday n hardly late.. i only took 1 day mc... still not enuf.. the expected of us is to have 95% and above... wow.. n with my profile in sch, i cant afford to have bad attendance... mrs yeo mention to me that i have to buck up cos i am gg for a competition next week representing our sch... fuh..
than she mention about our industrial attachment... we were suppose to have 4 weeks hols in september b4 the industrial attechment... but after review, we will have to start right after the exam n no hols.. or at least 1 to 2 weeks hols... omg... that one nvm... to find an ia also problem.. i'm in trouble cos they have limited space for interns... so that means they look at good attendance, good grades n good conduct.. damn, i'm dead cos of my attendance.. haiz...
the way she describe the working experience.. jialat.. haiz.. i'm so freaking worried abt my ai.. i cannot afford to score any C in my exams cos of my profile in sch.. i need to have a lot of focus from now on cos these semester's module, i can tell u, its a killer.. its so tough even our lecturer admit it.. oh god please help me..
i dun want to be a whim complaining every single bit.. i'm not complainig.. i'm just writing what i'm worried abt.. it occured to me that to go through all my troubles, i have to have mental strength... i guess i need a strong one.. i got to be strong n not leaning on anyone.. i have to do this on my own... i wont give up on anything, be it personal or sch...
k la.. gtg.. got test to do.. bye.. my baby is still a part of my priority.. i love my baby izzy.. i just seek mercy from 'u' to let go of my burden....
Masturah @ 9:12 AM
