heyhey... i'm posting bout 8 may 09...
sch was ok... had etp orientation for the year 1... so boring...
niways today was so eventful... had a misunderstanding with my sayang... i dun want to talk much abt what exactly happen... i was so hurt...
but i was touched by what my syg said to me... abt life n abt how i meant to him.. its nt something that i expect from him... but it was an eye opener... i'll try to love myself before anyone else... have faith in me, i'll live my life for me as much as i can...
syg, thanks cos u cared that much... nvr tot u would... i nvr knew u love me that much... syg, i love you so much... tot u would leave... but u came back, knocking sense into me... thank u for pulling me back... i didnt noe u did'nt want to leave me as much as i dun want to leave you.... for the first time i was so touched by u abt wat u said... i love you...
i'll search myself again... i'll find my other side that i nvr knew its there that u saw in me... i'll search myself n be happy with myself again...
didnt meet my syg today.. gg to meet him first thing in the morning tmr... missing him right now...
i gtg.. having headache cos i cried too much... gd nite...
Masturah @ 12:19 AM
