omg.. today i'm going indonesia. my flight will take off at 8pm and i need to be at the airport at 6pm. i'm suppose to meet baby today. but i dun think i'm able to. mum dun let me go out cos i have lots of things to settle before i'm going for indonesia.
baby, i hope i get to see u again today before i leave. i wont be able to meet you even when i'm back. but its ok, we will have a great day next thurs, thats when i'm free. we've planned to go east coast again. baby, i had a great day with you ytd. you told me last nite that ytd was the bestest day he had. i noe its true, cos i saw ur smile. baby, i really love you so much.
baby, i noe things arent so well sometimes, i noe there r things going on that u noe i will never be happy abt. i already knew wat was it but i'm sure u'r not that mean to hurt me like that. after hearing you last nite, i knew, u will only love me, love me as much as i love you right now. baby, lets take time to build our trust on each other.
i told you last nite that if u ever hurt my feelings the way you described it, you will regret it. i will be the most mean person you'll ever met. but if you really do and we break up, i will not treat you like i noe you. i will forget you completely even those special moments we had. i will treat you as if i dun noe you, as if we dun have a history togather. if i see you on the streets, i won't even look up to u. i will treat you like a stranger and enemy like i did to someone who hurt me so much previously. i noe its mean but i will do that if things happen. but baby, dun worry, rite now i love you so much, i won't be that heartless until you hurt me so much and i noe u're not that mean to do such things.
baby, we shared so much special moments togather, but last nite was the most special one we had. although it was a simple talk and walk around the neighbourhood, it was the most special one. what captured my heart was when u looked me in my eyes, grabbing my hand tight and said, "i want to treasure what i have right now." i saw how happy you were, i really can tell. it was so special for both of us cos he told me that he never said like this to a girl and i'm glad i am the one who heard it. baby, i really love you so much, i can't bear to leave you today. u're too special to me that i'll do anything to make you happy. i once told him that 'i wish i can make you happier'. but than he look up and said 'being with you makes me happy already'. omg, i wonder how i will live my life if we were to be seperated.
baby, u mean so much to me, please dun hurt my feelings just because i said ok to anything you want to do. i noe you won't hurt my feelings cos i noe you love me. baby, i love just being in your arms, feeling the warmth of your neck. baby, you're too special to me. i love it when u call.. remember those lines? baby, i noe some girls are after you, i can't blame them cos u r really good at making people feel good. i hope our love is strong enuf so you wont leave me for them. baby, i love you too much to be able to see that.
baby, please take care of yourself when i'm gone, i'll be back before you noe it. we've been through this before, its hard but i'll be back. i'll come running into ur arms once again when i come back. baby, dun worry abt me, i'll take care of myself, my family will be there for me. baby, dun skip your meals k. its even harder this time round cos you wont be able to send me today and fetch me when i'm back cos i'm with my family.
baby, i'm going to miss you so much. i'll call you when i get there, behave urself k. dun be naughty with other girls, if you love me, i noe u won't do such things. i trust you that you'll keep your words. baby , please remember that trust is to be earned, not receiving it for free.
baby, i love you so much, i'm glad we shared those special moments mentioned and those special moments not mention here. i can't say more that i love you too much. i'll stop here, bye everyone...
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Masturah @ 8:42 AM
