i'm home... hmm.. went out with baby just now... today wasnt a good day... we had a so call argument and we almost go to our seperate ways... was it his fault that things happen this way or is it me for being narrow... i dunno, maybe time shall tell... it happened and hope will never again...
i almost left without saying goodbye with tears rolling down... but he came to me. i noe he dun noe how to console me when i'm angry.. but he tried.. but not good enuf.. he almost lost me... if its not for my love towards him,i would have left taking any bus that came.. i thought he would just walk away..but tha fact that he came to me makes me think twice...
we talk things out and he made promises that i hope he wont brake it... i really dun want to leave but the incident made me feel like its not worth to stay anymore... i gave it a second chance... i gave another thought to it.. we reconcile soon aft yet with tears rolling down on my cheek... but i was hurt by that incident...
niways reconciled, we went to have dinner at banquet and met his aunt.. than bought tidbits at cold storage... we walked to somewhere and sit.. baby kept on saying not to leave him... i wont cos i still love him but i am dissappointed.. who would'nt be mad at such situation.. i hope he wont take me for granted... he hugged..
we realise we dun do hanky panky anymore, at least not so often... i surprise that we both ok with it. cos to me if in a relationship needs sexual pleasure mean it just need each other body... if its really call love, we dun even have to touch each other to noe we love each other... its good that we lessen such things cos its not healthy...
we walked to adm and i took the train back home... baby gave me a good long hug before i leave...
he told me what his mum said about me.. she said i look real innocent and pretty.. i dunno bout the pretty part... hahha... but she told him not to hurt me...
baby i love you so much... i hope things will get better and u dun take me for granted..
kk, i go now... yay! sch starts at 10 tmr.. bye... i miss my phone...
Masturah @ 12:02 AM
