above are photos taken on mon and today... he cooked for me pasta using maggie mee.. heheh yummy.. loved it... btw, i'm still writing abt 29 apr 09...
so today met him... we reconcile aft that stupid fight... so we went to wdland nlb... i read foxtrot comic and he do his stuff using my lappy... than somewhere in the late afternoon we decided to go eat.. baby bought ljs food.. than we went behind mrt station.. sat on the floor and eat.. hack la if ppl want to say us wat...
than my bro msg me to go to m1 shop to look for a phone for myself... what? ya, u heard it right, get a phone for myself.. any phone up to me.. wow... i was shock... the reason y he want me to get a phone is to get the line and apply for blackberry service cos he just bought a blackberry phone... went to m1 and decided to get either nokia e63 or LG secret.. but but, must be 21 n above! freak.. than went over to singtel, must put deposit of $450.. creep..
than me n baby went to lib to kill the time while waiting for bro... than went to maccy cos lib close.. so met my bro, went to singtel, wanted to pay bill but cannot.. must use axn or sam machne... sam needs the bill's barcode.. axn close... wht!!!! so finally decided to get this settled next week when i'm back from kl...
than me and baby spent time at maccy till 10.45pm... watched whose line is it anyway... so funny... than went to interchange, baby sent me to my bus... at the escalator, we hugged real tight cos it may be the last time i'm meeting him before i leave for malaysia for 4 days... was so happy today with baby cos we shared something today.. i just realised that no matter what happen between us, i just love him so damn much... i just wish that no one will take him away from me...
baby, dun be sad ok.. i'll be there for u when u need me... i'll give u my support whenever u need it.. i'll help u out when ur in trouble... i'll give u all my love when u dun have one from them.. life is never fair and just accept the fact.. its sucks i noe.. its not that i have everything that i want and i'm very happy.. there are things in my life that i dun get and not happy abt.. baby, please be strong to go tru this phase of life... i'll be right here next to you in times of trouble.. but baby, please noe that nothing comes for free even if it dun deal with money.. u have to put in the effort.. i can be there for u.. but u need urself to be success for urself.. many ppl may help.. but if u dun help urself, u wont go anywhere... dun give up on life and i'll not give up in helping u... its just a matter of u want it or nt.. please work hard for urself n not for anyone... u need urself to survive... not me, not ur mum or ur frens.. u need urself... its entirely up to u to hear what i got to sae.. i'm saying this cos i care for u and ur future..
baby, i hope u read this part of my blog cos its for u and infact this blog is dedicated to u... baby, i love you so much... i dun want to see u in so much trouble and unhappiness.. i want u to be happy.. i'll help as much as i can... i'll be there as often as i can.. and i'll love you as deep as i can... trust me, it can go deeper than this...
baby, just this once, read this post... and listen to what i got to say... niways its up to u to decide whats wrong and whats right.. u want to play this game and u noe i dun like it, its up to u... u urself noe where our relationship will lead to if u do the things i fear of... its ur freedom and in the end u'll face the trouble urself.. if u think it'll benefit u than go ahead cos in the end u'll hurt many hearts... u'll hurt mine and thats for sure... but them? u'll hurt them too.. its up to u what u want to do... but just keep it in mind that i'm ur gf.. and that i'll love you no matter what... i hope u wont take me for granted... baby, i'll learn to trust u from time to time... but u have to earn it urself... put in the effort k...
baby, i love you more and more each day.... dun leave me cos i wont leave u.. that was the promise that u made between us... i got future to work hard for, i hope u'll understand.. baby, u r my future too... lets work towards our dream togather...
kk, i got to sleep now... bye... baby sending me to sch tmr.. yay!
Masturah @ 12:44 AM
