last day with my baby...
hey everyone... today is the last day i had with baby izzy. cos tmr i will be going off to batam for my nyaa gold award. its sucks to leave when i'm not even thrilled to go and i had to leave my baby.
so today i spent time with him for like abt 10 hrs. he was suppose to come to my place early in the morning but he was so tired so he came in the aftnn at 1. was at my place from 1 to 5. he played the ps2 and i cook the pie for him. than we watched "who's line is it anyway" in my lappy and eat the pie. played a couple of games. it was really fun and we really enjoyed the game so much that i did'nt want to leave. we have to leave at 5 cos thats when my bro coming back from work.
we went out of the house and planned initially to go to town, but than change plan to bishan. so we spent time at junction 8. baby had stomach ache but could'nt release it. we went window shopping but can't hold hand cos his aunt worked there. at 7 we decided to watch a movie. we went to watch Mall Cop. it was so funny. i rate it 3.5/5. it was so cold and i did'nt bring my jacket cos it was'nt planned. baby hugged me but i was still shivering. baby than took off his jacket and gave it to me. it was really sweet of him. initially i just cover myself. than i look at baby wrapping his arm, so i decided to share. so we hugged and cover ourself like a blanket. it was really comfy n nice to be in his hug. i really love him so much, i really do.
aft the movie at 8.30, he wanted to bring me to qlarke quay. since its already late, we just went to toa payoh. waste time than head back to yishun. when we reach yishun, it was already like 10. we sat at maccy and eat vanilla cone. than baby walk me to a bustop for me to take my bus. we seperate there at the bustop. it feels really sucks to leave him just now. i noe tmr he will send me to harbour front, but we only have abt 1hr togather.
today we spent quality time togather. every min to me is so precious. towards the night. baby was acting weird and went silent. i asked him, he did'nt want to say it. but than finally he said that he is going to miss me, he is worried that 4 days will be like 4 yrs. i can see he is really sad. i gave him a hug when he say like that. even now typing also i wish i could give him a hug. baby gave me his elmo so that i will bring it to batam to replace him. was really sweet of him. i hugged him tightly in the train.
baby, please take care of urself k. dun go and flirt around when i'm away. dun worry abt me, i will take care of myself. i will miss you soo much. even the thought of leaving you for this 4 days is killing me. i really dun want to go but i dun have a choice. maybe this can be a test in our relationship. being away from each other can measure how much we love each other. this is just 4 days. what if he go for ns in yrs to come? it will be even longer. baby, i love you so much, i see it is growing bigger by days. n i will not stop loving you. you really special to me. not only i seek a bf in you, but we're like bestfriend. we shared so much joy and understanding. even in doubts, i love you so much. i grow trust in you. hope to cherish our love even more when i'm back.
above is some of the pic i took with baby izzy previously...i'll stop here.. bye everyone. take care n see you when i get back. pray for my safety ya?
Labels: i'm leaving for batam..
Masturah @ 11:22 PM
