i'm so sorry guys.. i wont be blogging in a while.. will be busy from now on.. hehhe.. if i got a chance.. i'll write k... byeeee.... btw got diary as a replacement... hehehe..so dont expect me to write anything soon!!!


Masturah @ 10:54 PM




heyhey...

lets make it short...

work is getting slightly better... less workload...

niways ytd my bdae..

went to work.. not all ppl noe bout it... hahaha..

izz fetch me from work.. than we went to peninsular.. wolk from my office, pass by the river and th padang...

than we took the train to amk hub.. bought his advance bdae gift from football madness... yay, my prezzy for him settle and he is so happy...

than we went to eat at ljs.. it was late, wanted to go mac for my cake, but we just buy choc cream pie for replacement... than we went to watch the late night movie at amk hub.. we watch Paranormal Activity at 11.50pm! it was super crappy at the begining, than super scary at the end... i was so scared that i was shivering and izz had to hold me damn tight! i was fucking scared.. hahahha..

it ended at 1.30am... dad fetch us and sent him home... hehhe... he bought me a diary that i wanted so much!! bye!!!


Masturah @ 8:19 PM




rite now i feel so weak and exhausted...
so sleepy and tired...
i'm doing my best not to trigger my migrane.


Masturah @ 5:17 PM




heyhey.. its bee a long time yeah?? hahaha..

hmm.. been busy and so stressed up lately and finally, i was struck with migrane attack! argh...
its started from last thursday.. got too manywork load in the office and need to do overtime... there my headache start to show the symptoms... from that day on, every morning i start my work, my migrane start to attck... on tuesday was the worst hit... the whole day and didnt go away till the next day and i took mc on wed. was given medication.. rested at izz place but it didnt help until he bring me to the library and read comic in the quiet room.. than i feel so much better.. came back o work on thursday, tot the pain has gone but the min i look at my computer screen, damn it strike again.. i tolerated till lunch break... by than the pain is so extreme that i asked permission to take half day... went home and slept in the dark and quiet room... and today went to the doctor again he change the med for me... previously i got the side effect of gastric.. so this time round gave me a stronger one and that gastric wont happen again.. ytd at work, i couldnt focus, interact and respond to people well... it was like living in hell the past few days..

doctor told me that im under tremedous stress and im having neck strain... my attitude change, i became moody, easily irritable and cant think straight... it was hprrible, but when its gone, i'm so happy and so cheerful.. hahaha.. rite now its so much better... i'm at amk cyber cafe with izz..

if u ask me if i'm stress? hell yes... stress abt, say, everything that happens in my life... i'm gg to keep it personal... rite now i got to take things easy and be positive and stay healthy...

u see la, now my language sux as ever and i dunno wat i blabber abt, all i noe i deliver the content i need to write... dun understand? nvm, i dun get it either...


Masturah @ 4:59 PM




heyhey... i've been so busy at work... pile of paper none stop coming in and new job need to be done.. gonna be dead soon... i hope by the end of thi week, i can finish the pile, if that is the flow didnt come in... haiz...

niways over the weekend, i recovered from my fever and flu... was working on saturday.. was pissed cos i already planned to mit izz.. haiz... niways at work also i was very pissed off... ahaha nvm bout that...

than on sunday i didnt go to work.. went to mit izz at 10am... go his hse for while than we go off to pasir ris to his aunt hse to take sumting.. than we went window shopping at tempines 1 mall.. that area la... took the bus back and have to be seperated at 5pm cos he need to go somewhere with his family..

i went home and went to sleep till mid night.. hahaha.. freaking tired la...

niways feel oso good miting izz.. he didnt sleep, the night before... but he stay awake the whole journey while i slept in the bus.. heheh...

niways its been a long time since i took picture of myself.. here u go...













and here are pictures of my work station.. my own cubicle... and today i add another phone at my desk.. hahah






k la, i better go now... alot of work to do.. bye..

ps: i love izzuddin so much!!!!



Masturah @ 2:12 PM




heyhey...

i'm having fever right now.. sigh! and i'm in the office doing my work.. cant really concentrait though.. but i try my best.. hopefully i will recover during the weekend so that i dun need to take mc... cos if i dun come for work, the pile of papers wont be done cos i'm doing it alone.. haiz.. sian leh!

k la.. bye...

btw, i love izzuddin so much...


Masturah @ 12:55 PM




heyhey..

guess what? i'm sick... haiz.. i hope i can tahan until tmr so that i dun have to take mc... than weekend i can rest hopefully.. but got feeling i'll be working at pasir ris... hahah... what a luck...

niways me and izz got back togather last night... we had a talk... it turn out that we both cant bear to leave each other for this kind of reason... haiz... syg jgk die kat aku.. hahaha... of cos i love him like crazy, than y do u think i can last with him till now with my love for him going strong... i really need him by my side in these dark hours.. see la, i'm falling sick already cos of too stress out or maybe overwork and lack of sleep.. i know, i know, dun be mad at me, i'll take care of myself as much as i can...

k la, i better go now... i got so much work to do in so little time... its getting crazy, work never ending.. my god! bye...


Masturah @ 2:30 PM